A unique, heartfelt, and gorgeously written story of the power of wilderness to heal.

Rakmen's baby sister died in his arms of a heart defect. Now his family is broken, sinking in grief, guilt, and resentment. Amidst this dysfunction Rakman finds himself accompanying another grieving family (the dead baby club isn't well know, but it has many members) on a canoe cmaping trip in the Canadian wilderness. Even thogh it's a terrible idea, the trip provides him with one last longshot chance to find the way back from broken. If he's brave enough to grab it. Amber Keyser's YA debut is a wrenching and brutally honest story of adversity and hope from the point of view of the sibling left behind in the aftermath of the death of an infant.